As I sit here sipping on my coffee and trying to shake those dreams out of my head, I get to look forward to the day ahead. Which seems like it is going to be chaotic. It is the running theme with my past few weeks. What I wouldn’t give for a few precious moments of peace and quiet, alas that is not in the cards.
Life can get so overwhelming, and I find myself getting lost in the grand scheme of things. I have not been able to focus let alone breathe and it is starting to take a toll on every aspect of my life. I don’t even know what I am writing here, I’m just writing for the sake of it, hoping that something will come from it but knowing that will not be the case.
How do you find balance in your every day life? I used to have it figured out, well… kinda.. And now I feel as though I am lacking in almost everything I say or do. It’s as though I have become a spectator in my own life and I’m not sure how to break that wall to get back to reality. Although, do I really want to do that?
I don’t know. That’s my default mode right now. I just don’t know. And you know what? That’s perfectly okay.
I’ll just be here lost in my little world, waiting for the day I finally know.